so much pressure

ugh just when i had a plan for my future. okay not ready for all this work for "business illustration"... so much investment even if i really want to do art therapy/counseling therapy when i try for my masters. i guess it makes sense to invest my time and momey worth to all my classes and what left to get my degree in illustration right?

nothing really new today just a lot of anxiety and a lot of angry feelings. i hate bad weather with a passion.

had some doodle down time in class a.k.a. "i cant pay attention"-time:




these are just a few sketches for my 3-D illustration class, im somewhat excited but i have this 10 page paper to work on so i havent really been able to give my time to this class =[ ! plus the whole 8am-9pm thing i have going on for wednesdays.

on a lighter note i am still feeling the whole backless dress vibe.

LIFE update.

YES my blog is a freakin mess but shit arent u glad i at least upload? yes yes once in a blue moon. i did more stuff this semester but these were all i could come up with that i didnt hate.

okay school starts tomorrow. im not satisfied with any of the work that i have therefor i am not ready for any classes this semester that start with "bring in your BEST finished pieces!" and because i basically hate anything and everything i ill just pick the stuff that i kinda relatively feel okay about.

im feeling so gloomy! =[ this will hopefully be a better semester.

i still have to write a ten page paper... fuck...

project

this will probably just turn into my welcome banner haha.. not done yet.

update!

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I mean well

Sorry i am neglecting you blogger. swear ur in my thoughts ! whats new? HAIR CUTT !! haha heres some pics:




In other news ! I SUCK at uploading my llustration pieces but I PROMISE there will be a ton of work at the end of this semester of all my finished pieces that i want to share with y'all. but for now.... a quick review of Rohto Hydra !!! let's set the scene: it's the end of the semester of my junior year i am staying up late and straining my eyes a lot and i wake u with crazy dry eyes. i remembered that my sister got these eyedrops for free at some event and i gave them a try! the FIRST thing i experienced was a intense unfamiliar tingle on my eyes and i seriously could NOT open my eyes for a minute ! afterwards though, the tingle was really refreshening ! my eyes were less red and they were hydrated and they seriously woke me up for my A.M. class. i love this stuff and i will maybe do a review on the other ones when im done with this bottle. that is all for today =]